Yep, I have been here all night alone, except for the dog and cat.  Amanda and Ben have headed back to Missouri for “Parent’s Weekend,” and although Scott has stayed behind for a job interview tomorrow, he is 18 and therefore NEVER around.  He is rehearsing with his band tonight.  I imagine he will be doing the same tomorrow and Sunday as well.  And although I am clearly not the dog or cat’s first choice, I am all they have, so they amuse me.

But in truth, I am bored.  I have accomplished quite a lot today, as well as hit the YMCA and did some time on the treadmill.  I was contacted by our insurance company today as I apparently qualify for a special program which includes nurses and a nutritionist, but that was secondary to my motivation to work out.  I will say, my interview with them was disturbing though.  I know that I struggle with my weight, but I am in pretty good shape despite that.  What I discovered is that this does not matter.  I have been upset all day.  I hope it helps too!

But now it it almost 11.  Amanda, Steph, Ben and Cassie were heading to a museum. Scotty is still at rehearsal.  The dog and cat want me to go to bed….and I am in bed typing…….and bored!  I hope tomorrow will be a better day.  My gym clothes are washed and I will hit the Y again.  THAT however does nothing for the boredom.  I am praying to find a constructive way to address that!

Until tomorrow….goodnight and God Bless!

Tommy+